Lifesaver

I was looking for a home to reside in 

I slept on the corners of Homeward boulevard 

I was getting down on knees 

begging Jesus 

to save me from the works of the devil

I just wanna make it to heaven 

I just wanna take my last breathe with you in my arms 

I take the cross 

and wipe the blood from another 

uppercut 

on my wrist 

and hold it to the sky

and kiss it with

hell fire 

wishes 

I feel like my life ain´t mine 

I don´t wanna be alive 

I just wanna die 

in your arms 

I am  hurting deep inside 

I a ingrained all the pain 

in my stomach 

I  swallowed chunks of tears 

to prevent myself from choking 

on therapic ways to cure 

my broken down soul

I am drowning underwater 

I am gurgling 

the 

salt

from

all 

the wounds 

that surround 

this life 

from 

each 

Time 

I tread 

on

the 

fine 

thread 

between 

life 

and 

death 

I am 

hooked 

unto 

the ventialor 

because 

I can´t 

breathe 

on 

my 

own 

because 

the 

only 

breathe 

I want 

to 

breathe 

in 

is 

carbon 

dixoide 

I turn the engine 

and close 

my 

eyes 

and 

dial 

1-800-273-8255

because just maybe 

I can 

do 

this 

life .........

I just needed someone 

to hear my pleas 

I just needed someone 

to throw me a life jacket 

so I can just bobble through this  hurricane called life