When he was younger, he had a steel heart. He couldn't refrain from being rebellious and daring. He thought that this was the way to live.

Nothing was going to change, until one day he met Luther.

When he met Luther, whose name was close to Lucifer, he became a blot of cold air.

He fell in love with Luther.

And yes, he was gay.

He was no longer bold and devious because he was ashamed of hisself. He lived in a dark space and it made him lose his temper. Not losing it as in, having no control and uncontrollable anger, but losing it, not having it any more.

He became absent from hisself.

This is how he learnt to be soft.