Day by Day
Everyday it's the same old thing
Nothing's changed, nobody cares
I'm invisible
To them I'm happy
Because no one can see the true pain
Hidden behind my smile
They look at me and tell me to
Smile
To not tell people how I really feel
They say they'll take me
To a place I don't want to be
They talk behind my back
And always point out my flaws
I hide who I really am
I hide the pain and tears behind my smile
No one ever has time to listen
But it's not like I'd tell them anyway
They've all changed
My friends
My family
I don't know what to do
I hide in my room
So that I don't have to fake it
I put in a show
But sometimes I just want to give up
I will never be good enough
I eat away my pain
And take all the bullshit they say
I listen bad try to be obedient
I try hard but the don't understand
I just want to be seen
I just want to be heard
I want to be me...
But they will never see the depression hidden in my eyes