Hey to Myself

Hey to myself

How have you been?

Recently,

It has been darker

I am okay, I really am

It's just the feels

It gets darker

Something tells me

It will get darkest

I know you are happy,

I know you feel fulfilled

I know you are motivated by your passions

I know you are trying to stay real

Stay true to yourself

I have been opening doors,

I have fearlessly opened doors,

I have welcomed the unknown,

I have sat with the difference,

I have been to a lot of places.

The places I go to,

The doors I opened

They are getting darker,

Can you feel it too?

At first, it was dark

I sought for the light

Now, it is getting darker,

I see the light I sought for

I just can't feel it.

The worst part in this darkness,

I am not trying to escape no more

I need to feel the darkness,

To know the light.

I am aware I will lose a part of me in it,

I might even lose it all

But I need to feel it,

I need to welcome it.

When the days get rough,

That darkness takes over me

Please, do not give up on me

Remember that I sought for light,

The right door will just be waiting for you

To open it and lead me into it.