No Good in this Bye

Hey, you're not here and I'm doing just fine. Amazing actually- better than ever. Just like I said I'd be. When I told you to leave I knew I'd be good but I didn't know just how strong I would be without you. You were a chain, a burden, and brought anxiety to my soul. So don't come back, you really were never warranted in my life anyway. Your absence helped me realize that you brought out the very worst in me. I'm stronger than I've ever been, and I'm never looking back to you. You disguised my strengths as weaknesses and made the beautiful parts of me feel ugly. "Thanks" for being the motivation for words in the night, the negative whisper in my ear, the voice of no reason that I never have to hear. I packed your shit, it's on the curb. Maybe someone who deserves those things will pick them up first, or they can go in the trash. After all they belong to garbage.