I used to dream

I used to dream. That was before I met you. Perfection is how I could describe you. You were tall, had brown hair, light skin, beautiful hazel eyes that almost looked gold. You almost looked like an angel from heaven. When you walked into a room everyone turned just to look at your beauty. At night my every thought was consumed by you. Your perfection. After meeting you, never again did I dream. I would stay awake night and day thinking of the angel I could call mine. You scared away my demons but brought upon me a curse. The nights I did sleep I saw nothing but your face. No dreams, nothing, just your face staring at me. That smile, that jaw line, your eyes, your voice was all I saw. I never wanted to do anything else but be in your arms. Nothing else was important to me anymore, just you. You had me wrapped around your beautiful fingers. The ones that touched me so tenderly. Craving you lips that kissed me like I mattered. Hungry for those eyes that looked at me like I was the most beautiful girl in the world. With you I feel wanted, loved and like I'm unique in a good way. You are the reason why I get up ever morning. I wake up everyday for you and just to see you. See how your reaction instantly changes once you see me. How I become happier when I just hear your name. Or smile like an insane person when I see you. Every text from you makes my heart skip a beat. You make me the happiest person alive. Never would I have thought I'd meet someone like you. So perfect and amazing making me fall in love with every word that comes out of your mouth. Words that sound like silk as they roll off your tongue and out of those beautiful rosy pink lips. Each giving me chills down spine. How did I live without you for so long. Without you now I feel so empty, so alone and so incomplete. I need you by my side. Without you I can't breath. You are my oxygen, almost like a drug. I cannot live without you. Yes I am very dependent of you but only because I have never loved someone like I love you. No one has ever given me the love always give to me. All those before you can't compare to you. You are way better. For you I would give up anything to make you happy. You are worth every sacrifice I make. They seem unimportant when competing with you. Nothing could ever be better than you are. Nothing IS better than you are. Everything is useless compared to you. Even dreaming is something that I will never regret giving up because it gave me you. The man I love and will always love. You are my necessity. My air, my water, my food and my love.