Absence

Hi it's me again.

I have been absent for a while now I know. It's because there's been so much stuff happening within my life. It's hard to make time to write. It's not because I don't have time actually, but because I don't make the time to write when I have it. I feel that I am letting you the follower down by not writing every so often. It makes me stressed and guilty. However I do it anyway because other things are more important right now. Stubborn I know. I'm twenty three years old. It's gotten to this point in life where I have to start finding myself, truly finding myself. To stop over exaggerating careers and start thinking what my strengths really are. Making things work to become reality, in my reality. I am bound today as much as I was years ago but with a twist. I look the part and feel the part this time. Or could this just be another phase. I suppose life's all a phase. A rush of emotion with no time to savor it and by the time you try its to late. Your life's past and nothing really changes. Nothing big anyways. I guess i'll have to go. Things need done and life needs lived. Hopefully you can leave here with a positive note. A note that could say "Change is good".