Happily Confused.

13 years of love we shared, destroyed for ten minutes of passion. Was it worth it? Would I take it back? Frankly, both yes and no. The passion filled a place that had been void for years. However, I would'nt take it back.Make no mistake, I love my wife and family but it's not been enough. She's too tired or on her monthly a lot, leaving me wondering where I went wrong. Love has damaged me and I don't know if I'll ever understand it.Hopefully, her brother can be of assistance to me. Confusing I know, but happily so.