Random thoughts of an untamed mind

No, I do not know whats up with the title, and I honestly don't know if this post will even fit with it, but thats what I wanted to title it so thats what it shall be. Just a discloser, this will not be a story or even a poem. It may be entertaining and maybe funny, or possibly it could be the most boring thing you ever read (if you stick it out til the end). I do not know, because this is basically what comes to my twisted mind at the moment. I usually do this in a notebook, so I can keep track and all that good stuff, but honestly I'm just too lazy to go get it right now. 

So have you ever found out something about someone, that you didn't realize or thought was different? (yes, I switched topics without transition and likely will do so again). I discovered that my cousin's, who is in his mid-late thirties, girlfriend is actually younger than me (I'm 20 fyi) Now the age gap isn't what gets me, though some people may find it scandalous or gross. My parents are actually 12 1/2 years apart and ive dated a guy 8 years older than me (worst mistake of my life, but thats another story). Anyways, shes prego and really doesn't look 18, and I guess I've always thought she was in her mid-twenties. I don't know if its the fact shes younger than me in general that I can't wrap my head around, or the fact that I am actually old enough to have people younger than me who can legally date people much older. It's just weird to me, because I always thought she was older than me. Maybe why its odd is because I haven't fully processed that time is passing, and as it does, I grow further from my childhood years. Yes I know thats random, and now I feel as if I'm getting way to pyscological (Don't think I spelled that right but to lazy to check) here. Anyways, that was my odd rant of the moment. 

Yes, I know that wasn't the most eloquent of writings, and probably has more than a few grammatical errors, but I could barely keep up with my thoughts as was, let alone stop to fix every mistake and I feel if I went back and edited now it would take away from what I was trying to say. Anyways, I hope reading this doesn't drive you too insane. 

-- AJ