Reason-less

Tonight, I'm full of love.

I wonder why, 

when he left me

when my work is still undone

when the future seems bleak and blurry and uncertain,

my laundry in dire need of attention,

when death seems to always be just around the corner,

and Im just a mess with unbrushed hair and

half changed clothes.

A fitting content feeling settles on me

like a warm blanket

a cup of hot chocolate on a rainy day

and perhaps this is what it means to be human

when you've got no reason to be happy

but find It in completely nothing.

Tonight, Im full of love

what powerful magic it is to produce a smile reason-less.