Blinded By Lies (10/8/17)

Courtney wasn’t the problem,

I’m truly blind.

She’s here to help you & I,

I must ignore my evil mind.

It was your decision to avoid me.

When you say my name,

Speak to me,

Think of me,

And think of all the memories,

you die.

It kills you inside.

But why?

The only clear explanation is you miss me.

How could you claim to not love me if I hurt you without doing anything wrong?

It was all your parents,

They manipulated your feelings.

I at least hope that’s the case.

Although I analyzed and you deny,

Everyone claims I have a small chance for a future with you.

But in my heart I believe my chances are strong.

That is why,

My hope has not died…

But who knows?

Either you, I, or both of us are blinded by lies.

I must be patient,

And discover which of us lied….