When I try

My voice doesn't seem to work

I've lost all sense of sound

when I think to think of you

my heart goes to the ground

Longing lost in loathing

myself I cannot stand

and when I even dream of times

we spent I swallow sand

Forget me I must forget you

though not by my accord

this song I play

soft straight away

to angels cry discord

Another chance I thought I'd try

but evil lurks in doubts

so when I tried to best it I

forgot that loss too spouts

Up from the ground the loosed soil

reaper in the dirt

A death toll counts and I was foiled

weeping this excerpt

An ending total deaths I count

one nay two has dived

my voice once merry now is lost

and mourning has arrived