i wonder
it's quiet over the cemetary
there's snow on the porcelain angel wings
on the solemn gravestone with no markings
i see people footprints making small trails
crossing eachother like railroad tracks
leading the winter wanderers home
the trees are bare of their leaves
how does it feel to lose that
which you've grown by dozens at
a time with the simple breath
of a breeze and to lose dozens more at the
howling of the wind
i wrap my arms around my shoulders
and make believe the layers of
clothing is protecting me from
spilling my insides onto the
blanket of white and burning over
i wonder who has use of a frozen heart
who would think frozen water could burn
from something other than joy on
a chirstmas evening and that fire can burn
from something other than cold like the snow
i am touching i wonder why beauty burns
like fire in a fireplace or like ice to the touch
or like sleep when it's freezing