Hey Buddy,

It is me. The reason that you do not sleep at night and you know it.

You know I have to write you. Darling, this is months ago and gosh, I know how tricky I am.

All the times I rip you apart, I laugh.

All the times I achieve to steal your sleep, I celebrate my glory.

But, now it is nearly New Years Eve and you have to move on.

It is tough to move on, but you cannot keep rereading this chapter over again.

You have to fall sometimes to be able to walk.

Have you ever seen a child walking from the first attempt on?

I have not, I would be scared of that kid who would excel from the beginning on.

Stay true to yourself. You failed, you let me into your life, because you tried.

You hate to lose, you hate me.

I am going to tell you secret, winners hate to lose. Even more than they love to win.

Let me be your teacher, not your enemy. Once you made me, you can do better.

Do it, I know that you can.

If not, I would not be here.

Cheers!