My 100th post and i’m blabbering about my life

First of, i wanted to write a special poem for my 100th post but my brain isn't functioning well right now(i'm blaming the lack of sleep, too much tea and too much practice for the graduation of the kids which can't seem to keep off my mind) so maybe on my 200th post instead. :)

When i started Prose it wasn't because i knew about it. Infact, i didn't even have an idea this app exist. (Yes i'm not that techie, i don't even check the app store,forgive me..haha) anyway, I was on wattpad and one of my favorite writer there said to give Prose a chance. So i did. I made an account and joined. I thought this would be like my other social apps, hidden inside an untouched folder on my phone. But SURPRISINGLY no. I became addicted. (To a point where i can just glue my phone on my hand now, which is very unlikely of me since i don't really paid that much attention on my phone.) and in almost three weeks Ta-dah!i'm on my 100th post!

With Prose, it became an outlet of my emotions. It allowed me to be vulnerable without appearing weak.

With every post i make it's like letting strangers get a piece of myself. (Which if you personally knew me you'll think i'm a snob because i don't talk to people, i don't make eye contact.i live by the words a man can be an island) and the good thing is, i'm not afraid. Anymore. Prose has released the emotional baggage i've been carrying half of my life. When two of my loved ones had died, I didn't cry. I was living in the denial world. (My ex died like 4yrs ago and my dad died 3yrs ago and sadly i only stopped texting them just 2months ago. I know pathetic right?) I always think that they just went out of town or country or busy. I didn't have anyone to talk to when they died, my friends words were like a repetetive record but did nothing to console me. I busied myself with books,work and work and businesses. I wanted to tire myself so much so i don't have the time to think about them. I don't sleep, i go home late to feel exhausted. Then Prose came, and i as relieved from it all. I feel renewed. With every like and comment that i get its like finally i know i'm not alone. Or lonely. I've met great friends here, great people with great minds and i couldn't be anymore thankful for that. Even though its just from this little app, you guys mean the world to me and beyond. So THANK YOU! :)