Your Vacancy

You say you gotta leave me,

So that I can see,

who I need to be.

How am I, supposed to know my own destiny?

No, you walked away because you were too scared to stay!

You didn’t want to be the reason,

That I didn’t make it to the next season.

You didn’t want to be there,

If the time came near,

For when I began to collapse!

You couldn’t be the one,

to have the cold of winter,

cast down, with my fall.

Well, let me tell you what really happened,

Your leaving,

was harsher than any weather,

Of all the seasons.

Your leaving,

caused a disrupt in my nature.

With your sudden absence,

Came a quake,

It rattled me so hard,

broke me to my knees.

My heart cracked,

And, it’s all your fault!

The tsunami was quick to follow,

Coming from the darkest depths of ocean,

no man has ever known!

Towering with emotions unknown,

Above the flood walls I built for my protection,

Swept me off my feet,

And devastated all my comforts built inside that home!

Your unforeseen change in atmosphere,

Hit me like a hurricane!

It’s a tragedy,

The way these disasters

have scattered me!

Out of my control,

The strong winds ripped me apart and tore away my soul!

Because, I gave you all that I had left!

Leaving me to myself,

isn’t you saving me!

Now, that I’m left with nothing,

but my own devices,

feeling lost at sea,

Im drowning in the places people cannot see,

No search can rescue me!

Keep that in store,

For you’re about to receive something truly profound.

Since, living without a heart and a broken soul,

Is like,

Being here,

but gone.

Not dead,

But barely breathing.

With you not around,

I cannot be truly found.

And, That kind of vanquishment,

Is worse,

than any of life’s eternal banishments!