I don’t.

I refuse to acknowledge or pay mind to the emotions my heart still has for you.

Emotions that are demanding to be felt.

Each hour...minute...second of every day.

I can’t admit to them.

I won’t let myself.

Everything in my life is progressing for the better.

So no, I won't accept how much I miss you.

That will put me 100,000 steps back.

I need to be better than I used to be.