don’t cross
I tried to forgive
I tried to love you without cautions
took down the tape
see I stopped acting like I am not a crime scene
I took off the bullet proof chest
and gave you the gun
took it off safety
cause we argeed we could trust each other not to hurt each other
get to close , we pull the rope tighter around each other
neck , were a see-saw
we run through the highs and lows
picking apart
old wounds
creating scars
we been through hell
but the burns are still hot
old self vanished
cut the thorns off this rose
cause I hate the sight of blood
see I tried to let of go the past
but it keep chasing us
I tried to forgive myself
you say , the past doesn’t matter
I try to tell you boy I am crazy as the mad hatter
your the one who handed me a gun , expect me to not to aim
sometimes the greatest enemy is ourself
I could take theese nails , and carve out my brains
and you would still love me
see we stuck in these four walls
caving into us
trying to break us apart
the world’s weight hovering over our shoulders
sometimes it feel like , the universe telling us
we ain’t mean to be
Man down
wouldn’t find another
won’t let you suffer
see I feel your heart flutter
lights off
lights on
making love
cause that’s the only we can do to turn down theese demons
we got all these obstacles
I put that weight in your heart
I tear your room apart
flip your world inside and out
walk upside down
just to reach you
walk across water
ain’t even close to jesus
you walk through hell
to be next to me
you love me , even though it hurts you
see if the past
didn’t come creep up on us
we could be happy
we too demons madly in love
we fell from earth
we ain’t holy enough to rest in heaven
see we found solace in the discomfort of pain
they say to let this go
they say we chasing infinty
maybe we got that forever love
ripped out my heart
tried to use my heartless
then you go again
perform cpr
until I come back to you
moan into your mouth
and parched lips
gulping your air
merged into you
became unmoveable in your mountains
go ahead and hurted you
start playing with the trigger
cause the voice’s got too loud
I know when I hurt me , I hurt you
Man down , I tried to stop the bleeding
and my hands kept figdeting around the hole
those blue eyes could swallow oceans
see these brown eyes are darker enough to bury souls
forgive my temper
I cock this gun so quick
my mind armed like a soilder
I got to protect the only thing left human in me
held me under
the atmosphere
love sounds really good
but they forget to mention
it is the only thing close’s to death
maybe were afraid of dying
by the hand of each other
we circle around each other
like were in battle
see we know cupid
got us fucked up
man down
we too late
from stopping the damage
we ain’t happy
we will keep eating paint chips
until we drink each other
fill each other memories
with the taste of us
cause even the darkest hour
the truth shudders
through the walls
we in this too deep
see we grew into a tree
fighting for oxygen
trying to let this heart stay open for you
holding out for us
we working through this bullshit
but this foundation of ours
is cracking under all theese hits
see we built a world
where the sun don’t shine
cause according to god
even good people
sin
and the evil men win
see we stiched smiles to are face
and we keep saying we okay
and yelling at each other
saying we need space
we keep leaving the door open just in case
see all we ever do is chase
each other
laugh it off
like the
only reason
I care
cause your like a brother
but you know after you there can’t be another
see I treat you like you was mine own
cheer you on like I am your mother
see I replay theese messages on my phone
I know we better off on our own
deep down
we out here acting like a clown
wearing a frown
we our are not afraid to drown
see we not afraid of being alone
see we are afraid of what happens
when we grown
will we get old
and forget about the stories we told
and the sercerts we kept .......,
see I could tell you the truth , but I rather stay on this throne
and not crack this crown
sincerly , Tyla