park in the past

he's a bad man

he's a bad man

see got so lonely I forgot my worth

met yah back in september

don't you remeber

people hurt you

when you least

expect it

they talk shit

and they become afraid when you learn to write

and turn the pen into a boxing glove

and land it where it hit

baby it was the weakness in your heart

that was gonna be your downfall

see I warned you

play

with fire

you gonna get burned

see I find myself

creative in the chaos

see I held this tongue

now it's time to pull all serects out from under this rug

see I said I let it go

but how do I recover from all the wounds

that you created

see I painetly waited

for the right time

to committ this crime

wreck your repuation

you ain't gonna need a transaltion

for this write

this is about my libration

see my heart

still loyal to you

see I swallow the truth

cause I am afraid

what will unravel

if I let my skin

show through

cause even sercets have a cost

and lies get lost

inbetween context

see I ain't afraid of what comes next

ain't afraid to bloody up my name

see I ain't never been about chasing fame

see never pretened to be a dame

you come for this lion's mame

I come for that name

this is not game

see I am the devil dressed in prada

you can call me karma

might wanna call your mama

see you created this drama

you aint gonna recover from this trauma

never been a fraud

I admit that I am flawed

I tried to stop myself from being a savage

but i gotta go in and cause this damage

see they lies we tell in the stroke of midnight

all come to light

sometimes you gotta burn bridges you don't wish you tread

don't worry put that respect on my last name and give me my cred

if you gonna run around saintly

i mean statanly

cause your father is liar

and your brother must be judas

cause betrayal runs in the family

see I ain't from some hoboken town hinkley

i use my freedom of speech freely

see I tried that kill em with compassion

but I gotta do that catwalk down your repuation

and kill you in fashion

cause I can't let it go

if I don't address it

see you blamed me for your own mistakes

laugh in my face

when the tears where real

telling me I am the reason why I make the hard times harder

see this is the type of anger that make me wanna kill

see I can't that help I feel

see I loved you

I put that shit in past tense

cause the love has died

see you went ahead and lied

back in december the feelings hit and then you cried

saying you never meant to hurt me

had me out here almost committing sucide

see you got in my head

Nigga I wanted to be dead

everything you ever told me was a lie

I just wanna die

you out here blaming me for your life

you lied and never told me she was still your wife

you said ya'll divorced

yeah right of course

you got me paranoid

trying every ophiod

cause I just needed to feel this void

see she played me too

calling me up calling me boo

pretened to be my friend

just so she could closer to you

I had no idea she was your wife

but then I put to together

ya'll story added up like 2+2

see I was already over you

then I met him

acidenctly

trusted her on a whim

told her about me and him

let's for the sake of lillabilty and call him tim

see

I mean C

you came back again

hear I am going for a swim

in my own tears

had to face my fears

I lost him

she went to run her mouth like the town squire

and tell him

see what the fuck is privacy anymore

see she entered my inbox to found out what type of whore

I mean chore , her husband was doing

see you don't understand

I loved him

he didn't love me

lead me on

cause it was fun

he loved to call me hun

he knew I do anything he asked

hurt me

and watch me bleed

see I kept our creed

friendship

stayed in a zone

let my soul be pulled apart

by his mockery

listened to him talk about another woman

but if i dared moved on

he came back

like the flu

the signs

were undeniable

then blame me when things fell through

but I was there , cleaning up the ruins

you broke my heart , and i helped you break another

that is where my shame only comes from

see I tried to understand people

before I tear them to shreds

see I stayed up allnight

listening to how she met him and how they fell in love

and why she enterned my inbox and became my friend

see ain't never been a thot

bitch you thought

you knew me

then

like I said in the end

you'll lose the only person that ever truly cared about you in the end of this conversation

I should give you a standing ovation

for that 6 month performance

of pretending to be someone your not

see we all emotional leak

when we become emotional attached

you can't play a player

I wish people would realize that

it's a well known fact

you can't outsmart me

see It didnt take to long

for me to know

she was his wife

and the roomie he spoke about

see my pride

is my top priorty

see my lips are skilled in the art oratority

see loose lips sink ships

should have been careful

your lies have lose ends

see your teacher honey

taught you a perfect 90 degree angle into her painties

but this lesson you might want to stay awhile ,

I told you , your gonna regret the day you hurt me

he's a bad man

he's a bad man

I prayed to the lord

he reveal what his truth is

I ain't sorry

for causing hell

I am sorry , I let myself get hurt

looking at my watch

its about time , I let you go

and the past

I park in the past

and drive to the present ................

see this is the past , i been running from , cause sometimes the heart wants what it wants even if kills me

so I bleed on this page

to let you know i putting past behind

and i am trying to love you , but baggage keep following after me and you

cause the devil trying to burn this house down

see I told you don't cross

you loving a murder scence

my heart been in pieces

and you can't heal this one .........................

Sincerly , Tyla

#bloody moves #sorry not sorry # had to destroy yah # move on to the present