park in the past
he's a bad man
he's a bad man
see got so lonely I forgot my worth
met yah back in september
don't you remeber
people hurt you
when you least
expect it
they talk shit
and they become afraid when you learn to write
and turn the pen into a boxing glove
and land it where it hit
baby it was the weakness in your heart
that was gonna be your downfall
see I warned you
play
with fire
you gonna get burned
see I find myself
creative in the chaos
see I held this tongue
now it's time to pull all serects out from under this rug
see I said I let it go
but how do I recover from all the wounds
that you created
see I painetly waited
for the right time
to committ this crime
wreck your repuation
you ain't gonna need a transaltion
for this write
this is about my libration
see my heart
still loyal to you
see I swallow the truth
cause I am afraid
what will unravel
if I let my skin
show through
cause even sercets have a cost
and lies get lost
inbetween context
see I ain't afraid of what comes next
ain't afraid to bloody up my name
see I ain't never been about chasing fame
see never pretened to be a dame
you come for this lion's mame
I come for that name
this is not game
see I am the devil dressed in prada
you can call me karma
might wanna call your mama
see you created this drama
you aint gonna recover from this trauma
never been a fraud
I admit that I am flawed
I tried to stop myself from being a savage
but i gotta go in and cause this damage
see they lies we tell in the stroke of midnight
all come to light
sometimes you gotta burn bridges you don't wish you tread
don't worry put that respect on my last name and give me my cred
if you gonna run around saintly
i mean statanly
cause your father is liar
and your brother must be judas
cause betrayal runs in the family
see I ain't from some hoboken town hinkley
i use my freedom of speech freely
see I tried that kill em with compassion
but I gotta do that catwalk down your repuation
and kill you in fashion
cause I can't let it go
if I don't address it
see you blamed me for your own mistakes
laugh in my face
when the tears where real
telling me I am the reason why I make the hard times harder
see this is the type of anger that make me wanna kill
see I can't that help I feel
see I loved you
I put that shit in past tense
cause the love has died
see you went ahead and lied
back in december the feelings hit and then you cried
saying you never meant to hurt me
had me out here almost committing sucide
see you got in my head
Nigga I wanted to be dead
everything you ever told me was a lie
I just wanna die
you out here blaming me for your life
you lied and never told me she was still your wife
you said ya'll divorced
yeah right of course
you got me paranoid
trying every ophiod
cause I just needed to feel this void
see she played me too
calling me up calling me boo
pretened to be my friend
just so she could closer to you
I had no idea she was your wife
but then I put to together
ya'll story added up like 2+2
see I was already over you
then I met him
acidenctly
trusted her on a whim
told her about me and him
let's for the sake of lillabilty and call him tim
see
I mean C
you came back again
hear I am going for a swim
in my own tears
had to face my fears
I lost him
she went to run her mouth like the town squire
and tell him
see what the fuck is privacy anymore
see she entered my inbox to found out what type of whore
I mean chore , her husband was doing
see you don't understand
I loved him
he didn't love me
lead me on
cause it was fun
he loved to call me hun
he knew I do anything he asked
hurt me
and watch me bleed
see I kept our creed
friendship
stayed in a zone
let my soul be pulled apart
by his mockery
listened to him talk about another woman
but if i dared moved on
he came back
like the flu
the signs
were undeniable
then blame me when things fell through
but I was there , cleaning up the ruins
you broke my heart , and i helped you break another
that is where my shame only comes from
see I tried to understand people
before I tear them to shreds
see I stayed up allnight
listening to how she met him and how they fell in love
and why she enterned my inbox and became my friend
see ain't never been a thot
bitch you thought
you knew me
then
like I said in the end
you'll lose the only person that ever truly cared about you in the end of this conversation
I should give you a standing ovation
for that 6 month performance
of pretending to be someone your not
see we all emotional leak
when we become emotional attached
you can't play a player
I wish people would realize that
it's a well known fact
you can't outsmart me
see It didnt take to long
for me to know
she was his wife
and the roomie he spoke about
see my pride
is my top priorty
see my lips are skilled in the art oratority
see loose lips sink ships
should have been careful
your lies have lose ends
see your teacher honey
taught you a perfect 90 degree angle into her painties
but this lesson you might want to stay awhile ,
I told you , your gonna regret the day you hurt me
he's a bad man
he's a bad man
I prayed to the lord
he reveal what his truth is
I ain't sorry
for causing hell
I am sorry , I let myself get hurt
looking at my watch
its about time , I let you go
and the past
I park in the past
and drive to the present ................
see this is the past , i been running from , cause sometimes the heart wants what it wants even if kills me
so I bleed on this page
to let you know i putting past behind
and i am trying to love you , but baggage keep following after me and you
cause the devil trying to burn this house down
see I told you don't cross
you loving a murder scence
my heart been in pieces
and you can't heal this one .........................
Sincerly , Tyla
#bloody moves #sorry not sorry # had to destroy yah # move on to the present