After Life...

I looked at my dear beloved husband

He was smiling at me and saying with hope

“It will be fine, you are not going that far

You are in my heart my darling wife, “

And upon hearing his words, I closed my eyes

I took one last breath and I was no more, I guess

I felt I was in heaven, I was in the white pure clouds

I could hear singing, it felt like angels were singing

I felt my wedding ring, the diamond so shiny, so glittery

Suddenly everything felt so divine, like I deserved to be here

It must be heaven, for there was no noise, only the sounds of hymns

It was like my church choir, the one which was sung on our wedding day

I wasn’t wearing any wedding dress because I knew I was dead, I had left my home

Instead I was wearing my blue dress, the one I wore when had first met him in a café

An angel came down from the clouds and clasped my hand, she tugged my hand and I followed

I followed her through massive clouds and I saw that on top of a giant cloud was our home

I had no heart, could not feel that I was human, only that I was a mere spirit, the holy spirit kind

I did not see my little daughter or my dog only that lot of white divine doves was flying

The house disappeared and I could only water around me, I could not cry, I did not feel pain

I only wished that the angel would take me to god, I wanted to ask how is my husband

The angel took me to a giant mirror, I looked at it and saw that my husband was mourning,

He was crying, looking at my clothes, and my dog was weeping in his own way, knowing I was gone

I felt like singing a hymn and suddenly the angel was no more, I felt that indeed god had arrived

Or was that he was with me all my life, I felt god when I remembered my fifth birthday

I felt god when I remembered my first kiss, I felt god when I remembered my last birthday

I did not want to weep anymore, I only held gods hand and walked with him into the horizon

The sun was shining and the bright rays only filled me with hope, I smiled at god and knew

That the angel of death was also sent by god and that even in after life I knew god would

Always be by my side and my husband will one day too come and stay with me in after life!