Relapse

I thought I was done with you. I worked tirelessly from the day you left me to move past it, all the while a small piece of my heart tugged me back to you.

I thought I was in the clear.

I thought I had finally removed all the traces of love that once filled my heart and mind.

I was as happy as a lonely person can be.

I had moved on.

And then I saw you.

How cliche that it was across a crowded room.

Everything that I had repressed and suppressed came bubbling back to the surface, my emotions turbulent like boiling water.

In that instant, I relapsed.

#love #depression #sadness