Life’s dark circle.

I'm tired. Exhausted. Not the tired from a long drawn out day, but tired of my existence. I climb the hills , conquer the mountains but still fall into the valleys. This journey is never ending. A circle of disappointment. You run from the bottom and finally reach the top it either way you journey, the direction is down. This circle is an immobile wheel that won’t turn. I can’t run while staying on top. I no longer can continue this maze that seems so simple, but there no way out but one.