My youth.

My youth is no excuse for what is happening.

Every one wants to give advice but never think about me.

I mean when they giving it they are saying it for themselves,

cause every single person is another puzzle without a hope.

Tell me what would happen if I went out like Robbin Williams?

Taking my life one day at a time like the world goes dime by dime,

Just know its a new day but if your reading this just know its too late!

Aint gonna deal with all you fakes!

Telling you I dont put up with no snakes.

Thinking this is just a pep talk to myself?

Well sow hat if it is im a monster that will only ever help myself!

Yeah I am a monster within my own mind,

done with life but I prayed for you brother.

You were always the one telling me that I should stick around,

but now you put yourself 6 feet under ground.

Fuck I hate myself for not being able to pull you back around,

but how pittiful does that sound?

I hate the world without you here brother,

I hate the way we were treated by every other.

I knew we were gonna survive from dime to dime but damn...

But its a new day and if your reading this just know I couldnt relate...

Its a new day and my brothers gone away,

Its a new day and if your reading this just know its probably too late!