The day I lost my best friend.

You're sitting there knowing one day it will happen you know the cancer is spreading. You ignore the fact thought because you don't want it happening this quick. You still have so much to do with them you can't lose them yet... But then one night you go out and have a fun night and just go to do stuff with your friends you get home plug in your phone laydown then you hear it. ringgggg...ringggg...ringggg. It's your step mom she does not say anything but you hear her crying and you know what's wrong but you still ask what's wrong. She says in a faint voice "He died Great Grandpa died" in that moment you felt nothing but a sharp pain in my stomach and you dropped to the floor. Clinging the phone you just cry and in tears you say it can't be true. But it is true and you can't change it and all you want to do is just hug him one last time and tell him you love him but you can't. You know that the funeral is comming but you can't pull yourself together enough to go because seeing his lifeless body will just kill you more than the world could ever know. You don't want to do christmas anymore cause that was your holiday and doing it would kill you but you do it for your step mom you pull yourself together just so she dose not feel the pain you do around this holiday because you don't want that for her.

Please mind my spelling and grammer errors I was almost in tears while writing it but it helps me cope so please read it.