You're sitting there knowing one day it will happen you know the cancer is spreading. You ignore the fact thought because you don't want it happening this quick. You still have so much to do with them you can't lose them yet... But then one night you go out and have a fun night and just go to do stuff with your friends you get home plug in your phone laydown then you hear it. ringgggg...ringggg...ringggg. It's your step mom she does not say anything but you hear her crying and you know what's wrong but you still ask what's wrong. She says in a faint voice "He died Great Grandpa died" in that moment you felt nothing but a sharp pain in my stomach and you dropped to the floor. Clinging the phone you just cry and in tears you say it can't be true. But it is true and you can't change it and all you want to do is just hug him one last time and tell him you love him but you can't. You know that the funeral is comming but you can't pull yourself together enough to go because seeing his lifeless body will just kill you more than the world could ever know. You don't want to do christmas anymore cause that was your holiday and doing it would kill you but you do it for your step mom you pull yourself together just so she dose not feel the pain you do around this holiday because you don't want that for her.

Please mind my spelling and grammer errors I was almost in tears while writing it but it helps me cope so please read it.

When you were a kid you would always make sure you told your parents you love them. But then you get older and you start to forget to and why its because you get distracted. You get distracted by boys/girls by your friends or even your phone.

Something happens to you as a teen you start to develope hormones that attract you to the oppisite/same sex and makes you just wanna kiss them. In this moment you think about your best friend as maybe more than a friend. You date and catch yourself catching feelings more than you’ve ever felt you feel like you can spend your whole life with them. you never want them to leave you you always wanna be together.

One day you tell him/her you love them and when they say it back you feel butterflies and when he/she kisses you, you see the fireworks people talk about. You know you wanna be with them forever and you would give him/her the world if they asked you too. You think to yourself have I actually found my soulmate you may bicker a little bit but that is fine by you.

Untill one day you see he has a messige from someone named Julia saying “When are you gonna leave her? I’m tired of sneeking around.” But rember you are in love you are his one and only or you were at least you hoped you were. You bring it up he told you he just never did love you he was just lonely.

So is this what love really is, is this how life is, why do people do this to you? I thought love was supposed to last forever.

When you were a kid you would always make sure you told your parents you love them. But then you get older and you start to forget to and why its because you get distracted. You get distracted by boys/girls by your friends or even your phone.

Something happens to you as a teen you start to develope hormones that attract you to the oppisite/same sex and makes you just wanna kiss them. In this moment you think about your best friend as maybe more than a friend. You date and catch yourself catching feelings more than you’ve ever felt you feel like you can spend your whole life with them. you never want them to leave you you always wanna be together.

One day you tell him/her you love them and when they say it back you feel butterflies and when he/she kisses you, you see the fireworks people talk about. You know you wanna be with them forever and you would give him/her the world if they asked you too. You think to yourself have I actually found my soulmate you may bicker a little bit but that is fine by you.

Untill one day you see he has a messige from someone named Julia saying “When are you gonna leave her? I’m tired of sneeking around.” But rember you are in love you are his one and only or you were at least you hoped you were. You bring it up he told you he just never did love you he was just lonely.

So is this what love really is, is this how life is, why do people do this to you? I thought love was supposed to last forever.