My daily rage

Well Wednesday is gone = worse bit is gone.

Now there's Thrudays and if you get past the fact that you didn't sleep shit once again it is almost bearable until you get to lunch and realize there are like two hours left to get out of that lab class and then you feel like you're gonna lose it and pass out... miracle is... you actually don't. The professor knows you're gonna sleep any time on the desk now so she starts making you "participate" and you do, you actually try to grasp that the shape of that particulr molecul is the reason why it is polar...huh? what?? And then the minute before the bell rings you are already at the door sprinting out. You run for the train and in your mind you think "you know what? I'll finish studying those 30 pages for the Genetics test next week or maybe I'll go over some of those driving licence quizess"... Yyeah sure... ten minutes after the train leaves the station and you're dreaming. Then you get to dear ol' Alessandria and the sun is already going down... by the time you get home it's around ... 7? if you're lucky... Have dinner. Study. 40 minutes of trademill if you don't die before that then GOodnight... No, just joking. Lie down and roll over, go on facebook, turn off facebook, think think think think... wait, no, don't think anymore or u'll never sleep.... write it down you may free your mind a little... HA! just joking, that's just another piece of paper that will start another thousand or so thoughts... the alarm clock goes off. HEY, WAKE UP it's 5:40 am! Good news, It's friday baby... if you can handle 4 hours of school maybe, u can live a little.

"And remember thousand other people are doing this or worse", that's what every single person you even try complaining to will tell you... but did they do it themselves? I'll tell you a little secret...No, of course they didn't, but they don't want to give you the satisfaction.

DON'T complain to those that won't get it... lay your head on your mom's lap and without a word, know that she knows... text your dad that you love him even if he's so difficult... because he's doing it all for you and he knows you're doing the best you can. Hug your friends as long as you can on saturday nights and have a beer with them, because you earned it and because they know too, they see it in your eyes and hear it in your voice...

They stood by you for as long as you can remember, so keep holding on, not because you have to, but because you want to.