Hold Back

The way I live has changed

My day to day habits have been turned upside down

I sit in silence and hold back the tears

I hold back emotion every minute

I hold back the uncontrollable tears

The uncontrollable emotion

I hold back and put on a smile

Because I'm tired of the questions

The neverending "are you ok"

You were everything I needed

Everything I wanted

You were never mine

But I was always yours

Will always be yours