I hope you’re happy.

I wish I knew where you ended up. As I’m writing to you, I’m still in that point of not knowing anything. I’m lost honestly. I mean..you’re me so you know how it felt. I don’t know where I’m going currently but maybe you do. Where did you end up? Did you settle down and get an office job or did you finally pack everything up and hit the road? I can’t really say which one I hope you ended up doing because my dream now might not be my dream later on in life and that’s ok. I hope I’m not the same person as I am when I’m writing this to you. I hope I grew as a person sense then. Self discovery is a funny thing so for all I know I’m still lost. Wherever you are, I hope you’re happy. Did you ever get married? If you did, great! If not it’s not a big deal. Maybe by then you’ve learned to accept your own company. Life has a funny way of working itself out so I hope whenever you end up you remember that. It’s hard at my current age to but I know with time comes wisdom. I know in the future I have loss ahead of me, even now my family is getting older. I hope you deal with it I’m a healthy way and continue living your life. I’m always scared my life will end with theirs so future me, please don’t let that be the case. Loss unavoidable, but along with that I hope you’ve gained quite a bit. Whether it’s been in friends, experience, or wisdom I hope with every loss comes a gain. I hope you’ve traded comfort and luxury for time. Worldly belongs can be recovered, time can’t. I know that as of right now I’m fairly good at that but I don’t know who I will become so I hope she’s good at it too. Wherever you are find adventure in your current surroundings. Now you’re getting older I hope you never waste a day on earth. There’s so much to see and so little time. As I’ve said before, you can’t get time back. Maybe you’ve gone though phases of life current me can’t even comprehend, and as you went through them I hope at the core you never lost your innocence. I am quite innocent in a way at the phase of life I’m at right now and I hope you can still see the world the same way you saw it then. Wherever you are the main thing I hope is that your happy and free. What that means to me now might change, but whatever part of life your currently in I hope you find contentment. That’s all that truly matters.