....paint sky’s

I miss the way the wind blows

across a waning sky

sunset Dancing

wave my body

through the universe

finding somewhere to land

my cells are astronomical

i was never meant for earth

never landing

i Breathe better in orbit

my wings broke when I fell from heaven

into your clasp

I tapered them

and pretend that you would nevermind me

I shouldn’t had loved you first

I play the piano

and write new Melody’s

i Play until

my hands cramped

and The tears roll off into

my face

smoke a cigar

and watch the smoke encircle my lungs

and through muffle tears

I Mumble I shouldn’t have loved you first

i am shy

in my smallness

loved you from the eastside

you leave in the city where the sun doesn’t set

two Days I am back on the road

i Am from sun city

where the sun so hot

it could melt your touch

maybe that’s why you liked my Fire

they call me phoniex

ashes to dust

I am use to being reborn

I am vertigo

I get dizzy in my aspirations

i been better off than broken

i Got safety pins holding up soul

forever dancing in the sunlight

high off feelings

I miss my teens

when everything was so easy

2019 feels like the roaring twenties

I wanna go to a speakeasy

red lipstick

and wear short-fringed dresses

and shake at my head

and do the Charleston

smile until The moon falls asleep

lifes A dream

who cry’s over spilled milk

when’s their boys who break your heart in the name of poetry

my life’s a moive

it’s been pretty grovy

I paint The sky’s

and write my name

cause I ama Die a legend

I am young and free

when the cold blows My hair away from face

i turn the music louder

And sing how I am still young and dumb broke (song by khalid )

i Will picasso the world with you

if you just paint the skys with me ....I’ll take you to places you never know

i Be lying if I didn’t still wish for your losT blue eyes

to be memerized by my mystery