Trauma
I’ve practiced what I’d say to you
A thousand times again.
I lie awake
In bed
At night,
Just trying to pretend.
“Maybe I’m not broken
Maybe I’m not a toy
Maybe I can just be a girl
Who’s lying with a boy.”
But I close my eyes
And try to sleep,
Fight back the tears
Falling down my cheeks.
I play again
The script I’d say
If I ever
Got up the nerve one day.
And even though I’m safe now
With someone who loves me true,
Every post traumatic stress symptom
Will always be because of
You.
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