ridicoulous poem

negiation for everything

every moment why should do this task 

but those negitations led to drown 

in negative hellinistic world 

that i turn so insane 

in doing routine core of not mudding up beautiful home

but my ownself in messed up form

untied, uncombed hairs like a mad doll.

trolling in home here and there

how can now i regain sweet beautiful 

form what i used to behold 

untill the time i learned 

to frown at every tiny  job 

how to delearn when i turn around like a mad doll

still snail and roar all around 

entire home 

is this my inner soul 

what try to reroll my beauty form 

when i move outside and socialize myself 

with aquatiences and non aquantieces 

self consiciousness of being presentable 

cakewalk without any worry 

but those mean no more

new social world led me to new frown.