Clinch

Feeling waves of jealousy race over me, anger, rage only to realize soon after that the only reason why I feel those things is because of my own moronic ego. Fucking ego. I feel what I feel because of how I decide to interpret it based on experience, expectation, self loathing/self hate. I, I, I. Me, me, me. More, more, more. I cringe because this is a trait I despise in others and yet, at times, something totally outta control in my self.