If I only would have listened, instead I went against better judgment.

Little did I know it would lead to unwanted events of a vicious tornado.

You came in and within moments time, you’d be gone leaving a destructive mess.

You would always resurface and maybe it was the empty promises that always led me to letting you back in.

Over time, your lies became transparent and when you were called out, the demon living inside your head tried even harder to get smarter to keep up his façade.

With each passing moment it only got worse.

A wrenching game of emotional torture formed on a foundation of deception and lies that I allowed myself to sink in it all.

It was only when reality slapped me in my face when I was the center of your lies, so that your demon and you could continue to keep blinding everyone else.

Now, I know that the conflict between you and your demon is impossible to try and even stop. There’s no place for anyone in your life besides the creature that whispers in your head. Until he is dead and gone, your life will continue on this painful vicious cycle. If I had only known, I would have pulled myself out sooner.