Depressive Looking For A Job

I can do this, I know I can I’ve got everything I need to be great... except that. That’s okay though, right? I mean no one is going to be perfect they’ll be willing to train me for that. Then again it sounds hard I mean I get by with computers but what if I can’t get the hang of it, I don’t want to get fired so soon that would be humiliating. What if I make a mistake and they sue me for damages or blacklist me so I can never work again it’s not worth it. Besides I don’t really have the necessary qualifications anyway I mean I took those in college but I doubt I remember even half. I’ll just embarass myself asking them to teach me stuff my resume says I already know. Why am I even looking at this posting, I can’t do anything they require. I give up, I’ll look again later for something more my level nothing with computers, I am terrible with computers.