don't touch me. don't touch me SQUEEZE ME UNTIL MY RIBS CRACK but dont come near me, i'm having a heart attack and i'm going to throw up.

i'm dying. is this what it feels like to die? my heart is pounding and i can barely think straight and the ad i saw on tv tells me this is a heart attack but i can't move from this spot to chew aspirin, because i'm dying and HELP ME WHY WON'T SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE i can barely think straight i'm dizzy.

i'm surely dying. my heart is exploding, blood or maybe spit is dripping down my lips and my hands are wet with sweat, i can't even open this door to call for help.

so here i'll sit, on this bathroom floor, waiting for the terror to end.