Mind Numb

I'd imagine being inside my head sometimes would be like being underwater. Sort of dark with flashes of light, confusion, and constant weight but also constant mysery. What's going to appear next? Constant change but also some constants to wonder about. What would it be like reaching the surface? Blinding, or freeing?

I'd imagine being inside my head sometimes would be like being on a roller coaster. Times where you feel on top of the world. Where you can forget everything else and are filled with adrenaline and happiness. Fleeting and dangerous happiness, but happiness nevertheless. And then the lows after. Close to crashing and terrifying to the point of shutting the world out. But necessary to climb the obstacles after and reach the top, even if it is to fall back down again.

I'd imagine being inside my head sometimes would be a mixture of words and pictures. Quotes and pictures. Memories and dreams. Songs, lots of songs and lyrics. Books and videos. Neverending thoughts and ideas.

I guess I'm the only one who could tell you how the ride would go. But you know, this is just how I imagine my mind.