Because-

We can look and see different things- a smile and a touch have so many meanings. He smiles and laughs, and I giggle into my hand. He is so blissfully innocent. Doesn't he realize what this is to me? His ignorance is a cloud that he can't see past. I wish he'd share a little of that fog, so we could laugh on equal footing.

Wish I could stop loving him the way he's stopped loving me.