if anxiety was articulate
You can't blame them for something like this. They didn't know. They weren't even talking to us.
(how do you know-)
No one's looking. No one's looking over here, don't worry. They have more important things, they're not bothering with us. It's okay, it's okay. One foot in front of the other.
(everyone's looking-)
Don't be ridiculous. But- slide back a little. Press a little closer to the wall. There. That's good. No one's behind us. No one's looking. See? It's fine.
(but they said-)
They weren't talking to us. They weren't. No one's looking. It's- fine. Everything's fine.
(do we have our keys?)
Yes, yes. In the pocket, remember? And the phone, and the wallet. I can feel them, we have everything.
(check again.)
Yes, yes. We have them. It's good. It's fine.
(check again!)
I checked, I checked! We have everything, we have- oh no.
(they're-)
No one's looking, no one's looking, no one-
(we are never leaving the house again.)
...agreed.
Because-
We can look and see different things- a smile and a touch have so many meanings. He smiles and laughs, and I giggle into my hand. He is so blissfully innocent. Doesn't he realize what this is to me? His ignorance is a cloud that he can't see past. I wish he'd share a little of that fog, so we could laugh on equal footing.
Wish I could stop loving him the way he's stopped loving me.
Hypocrite
"I heard she's dating a human."
"Ugh,`yuck.`Human?`Somebody`get`me`something`to`throw`up`in."
"I think it's cute."
"Cute?`I`ought'a`report`you."
"Now that you mention it..."
"Whaaat?`I`already`paid`my`fines`this`cycle.`You`don't`got`nothin`on`me`no`more."
"What's up with your speech pattern today?"
"Just`trying`something`new."
"Wait... don't tell me-"
"I`don't`know`what`you're`talking`about."
"You've been listening to those Earthen dramas, haven't you?!"
"Thats's`ridiculous."
"You hypocrite!"
"Hey!`I`could`sue`you`for`lowering`my`self-esteem."
"Buddy, if you're watching chick flicks, your self esteem is already at rock bottom."
"You're`mean."
"Judging honorable females of ogling after humans, and you do the very same! Ha!"
"Hmph.`We`are`no`longer`friends."