Life is too short to regret who other people love, so fuck it

I admired you from afar

while you admired them from afar

while they admired someone else from their side

I had hurt

when I saw you hurt

and you hurt

because they were happy

I hurt for you

because all I wanted

was for you to have what you wanted

and be happy

even if what you wanted wasn't me

I will hurt just the tiniest bit

that it wasn't me that you wanted

but admiring you from afar taught me one thing:

That if the one you want

wants something else

and they are happy

there is no point in hurting

because all that matters is that they are happy