Nothing last forever

Giving in,

Giving all,

Terrified...

I fell again.

And for the same one,

it was months ago of course.

Beauty couldn't describe the beats of his heart through his chest.

Pure beauty.

I glorified everything.

His wrongs

His rights

His carelessness

Him......

Everything that made him

I felt my soul drip

Constantly

Draining me.

Who am I

What am I without ....

...him

"I love you" he spoke

As I clenched on to each word that brushed across his lips

Why did love feel this way?

The way she looked at him

The way she talked to him

The way she interacted.

The way she had what i didn't...

A deep personal relationship

Something that would hurt if it was lost.

The way he defended her.

I want that

I want that so bad.

I need that