Muffled

I hear groans as i toss and turn

Gently

the tears stroke my cheeks

I hastily wipe them away

"Are you weak"

Why does everyone leave

Why am I alone

Why do I push people away

What's wrong with me

I want to love so bad

But everyone has a trick up their sleeve

Everyone has trust issues which is the issue because it makes issues out of no issues.

I want to love him but he's not right for me.

Then what is

....What is right anyway

I try to avoid the pain that shoots through my chest.

That pain has become me.

I am broken