Reminiscence

I've been reminiscing recently

About all the things that hurt

All the people lost

All the moments 

That I moved in from a bit too fast.

All these memories 

Make me feel like I'm covered in blood

Guilty of crime, that I didn't commit

Or maybe I did

By killing all those memories and shoving them in a box.

And the pandora's box

That was shoved in the back of my mind

Has been opened now

And I'm feeling all the pain again

Dreaming of all that's lost.

I'm reminiscing 

The last moments of their lives

How I wasn't there

How I never said goodbye.