It Doesn’t Matter

What if…

I didn’t go through the Dark Night of The Soul

last October?

What if when my soul cried throughout the vastness

of the Universe

echoing a haunting melody

only meant for you to hear

instead you ignored it?

What if my poem “She is Libra” was never posted?

leaving our souls never colliding…

What if I didn’t answer your message

or entertained a possible friendship with

you?

What if I never told you my deep feelings

for this connection and just left it as is?

Protecting myself from a possible

splinter…

What if I never answer your calls or

your messages?

Because I am tied to karmic relationships,

past insecurities, and

so much healing needs to happen…

That’s the thing about “what ifs”, it can plant

seeds of doubt or it can plant

seeds of certainty.

What if I got on a plane

and step foot on your land

standing right before you?

What if it doesn’t matter…

Because I am here in this moment

and so are you...?