Long Time no See

I've been reviewing reflections. What beauty I once saw darts in and out of my vision. A few words have resurfaced old pains. There had only been scabs, not scars as I had hoped. I don't understand how my focus could have been in such a hope, a hope I idolized, when he was only an illusion. Or rather, a facade, hiding away more manipulation. Once the sun comes out again, I will continue my growth. But now even the rising sun does not seem certain.