My dear,
The world had seemed to bring you darkness
Despair and pain
The world had seemed to pull you
Further and further from me
I’ve been staring far into the distance
Hoping for you to come back
I tried to run
In hopes of being able to find you and pull you out of the darkness
But you’re nowhere to be found
I’ve been sitting here
Determined to wait for you to come back on your own
As the days passed, my heart became heavier and heavier
Tighter and tighter
It hurts so much
Numbing my mind as I slowly fall asleep
I woke up,
With my heart feeling as cold as stone
I realised that waiting for you every day
Every second
Has been poisoning me
Where’s the point in hanging on?
If we both know we may never last
Let’s stop now.
I mean it.
I should have ended this a long time ago.
I’m going to stand up and walk away...
If you decide to come back just as you did before
There is no turning back for me this time.
“You were good to me”