But Really I Want You
His words were full and hearty but I couldn't let them sink in.
I was the new girl in the club, not many people knowing me or who I am. I get it, I'm a small threat. I've been around long enough for them to get suckered into one of their celebrations, and Tawn was the first to come up to me at the bar.
My eyes betray me though, as I see her strut at the back of the bar. Her long dark hair swishes back and forth as she keeps her intense stare in front of her. I glance back to Tawn, nodding when I need to and smiling just enough. But I keep flicking back to Rory.
She grabs a drink with her brother and two others from the gang, downing in as well as a shot. She surveys the crowd, unwrapping a lollipop. It's like she's taking in her realm, completely fearless. I watch as her eyes get closer to me. And stay. She smiles, sucking at the lollipop. And her gaze stays.
My heart stutters, and I swallow, turning back to Tawn. He smiles lazily. His chin is freckled with short gray hair, and it moves with his smile. I glance back at Rory. She's still looking at me. My fingers shake and I start to sweat. My face getting hot. But I know I can't escape it. Or her.
I move on to another guy just next to me. I keep my gaze away from the back part of the room, but I feel her stare all the same, and my skin tingles at the gaze of it. At the thought of it.
Before I would go insane, I took a deep deep breath, and head for the bathroom. On the other end. I walked through the room, between all the bikers. All the brothers looking at me, looking at my outfit. The massive platforms, the short pink skirt and fluffy white shirt. I kept walking, knowing what they wanted, knowing what they were looking at.
And I looked at her.
As I entered the smaller hallway the lights were dim, and finding the bathroom handle locked, I wait beside it. Almost immediately. a figure walks from the left of me. I could tell who it was even with my eyes closed.
"Hi Emily," she says, her boots clacking lightly on the hardwood floor as she leans against the wall across from me.
"I didn't think you'd make it," I say, slightly knocking my heel into the ground.
"The family meeting ended a little early but," her eyes flickered in the dark, "I am soo glad I came." She moves herself off of the wall, stepping closer to me. I don't move.
She stands a hair breadth away, and stops. "Babe," she says, taking a deep breath, her eyes surverying me, all of me. "You look really good today."
My heart stutters at babe, and I clench my palms from sweating even more.
"I know though," she continues, and I feel a light touch on my leg, "that the boys have their eye on you," tracing up my leg. I bite my lip. Her mouth quirks up.
"I'm sure they do," I respond. She crawls her finger up my arm, across my shoulder. I bite back a moan, though I feel myself falling back against the wall. My open my legs slightly.
She looks up at me, and raises her eyebrows. I only open them wider. Instantly, she sticks her leg between them, her body just flush with mine.
I'm hot hot hot as she grips my face, licking my neck. I can't help the groan this time. She tightens her grip on my hair as quietly moves up my neck, and I grab her, her waist, her hips, something.
And then she's right in front of me. I don't move, and she moves closer. Her lips just touch mine, just a touch. I can't take it, and I grip her waist, feeling her leg right under me. I firmly press my lips to hers, and god it's everything.
I open my mouth to let her in and she does the same. I let my tongue in, wanting to be in her, inside her. She grips my face, kissing me harder, faster.
She gently moves me to the right, still kissing me, still pinning me with her lips. And then we are in the entrance of a room, as she shuts the door behind her. It's dark, for only the strip of light from the outside. The yells and laughs of the gang echoes through.
Though we only look at each other. And I only hear are breathes.
"You," she starts, "have...no idea," she moves her finger up my leg, up between them, gently, "how long I've wanted this."
I swallow, my insides quivering. Her, wanting me? She's the only female in the gang, who could do anything, who could fuck anyone, who could make the world her bitch by just demanding a few rules and smiling that fucking self satisified, know it all smile.
And she wanted me.
I bite her lip slightly, and she sticks her finger inside of me. I moan, riding it, slick. She grabs my face with the other hand and dives her tongue into my mouth, sucking me, sucking my face.
I grip her neck, pulling my mouth away just enough, licking her face, her ear. "I want you too," I manage to say, before I'm gone.