Alone
When ur trapped and can’t get out , u have no one there to talk to all the time , it’s like u don’t exist u start to feel invisible but u learn u don’t need anyone but ur self .
It still breaks you at the same time cause ur a nobody , no one sees you no one hears you , I can yell from the top of my lungs and still feel so silent like if I didn’t say a word ,
U get so used to being the nth anyone sees us people let it be are excuse to why we can’t face the world , I’m never ashamed of being alone but it do get lonely when u can’t share what’s on ur mind cause u the only one who believes in you ,
Being alone u have to be very strong cause u have only ur self to depend on and only ur self can see ur self for who u are and it’s ok to be trapped , it’s ok to be invisible , it’s ok to be nth anyone pays mind to , cause u won’t have to worry about the pain the outsiders bring in .
Being trapped in a box suffocating with only my thoughts and me , it’s a scary dream that u can’t wake up from till it chooses to be done .
ALONE ALONE ALONE
TO BE ALONE IS TO BE OK