good news

do you understand

what it is you are to them?

you are a symbol of where

goodness ends

and darkness begins -

an embodiment of sin and

i can't help you win.

not this time.

because i cannot defy

who i have been shaped to be.

you may take to the skies but i

i was never meant to be free.

i am good, and you are green.

and you can't mean more to me

than the future i have dreamed of

for years until we met.

i hate that you've done this.

you've turned my world on it's axis and how

am i supposed to right this hellish

riot dancing behind my eyes?

it sets my thoughts on fire and

makes me question every desire i've ever had

because i can't figure out which ones were mine

when your eyes look so very sad.

i've loved you since that stupid hat.

now you're leaving and i can't help but think

this is why i have to keep dreaming.

reality is colder than i was told

and you've always been so honest with me.

even when i don't deserve the sympathy

since i grew up in such refinery,

living blindly while they shower me in gold.

they will chant my name and

place a crown upon my head.

but i will always think of you

when no one mourns the wicked.