The sun comes up

and within ten minutes

I think about you

My need to hold your delicate

exterior

Your frosty appearance

but sweet interior

Your tart, yet subtle

hints of flavor

An icy enticement

I can savor

A glassy chalice

I can see through to

I reach for you

and hold you

With my hands

I warm you

When the sun comes up

I think about you

all We see is sky

for forever

the vast veil of blue

clouds so vanilla white

the grass scratches my shoulders

and the back of my legs

an ant crawls along the arch of my foot

over sandal tan-lines

across chipped purple nail plish

the light from the sun

caressing

embracing

kissing my cheeks

my nose

the hollows of my neck

a trail of tiny freckles

in its wake

closed eyes

a slight smile

We could be alright

for forever

this

way

#dearevanhansen #forforever

The sun comes up, I think about you

The sun goes down, you think about me

Yet we are a world away from one another

We were together for only a short while

Yet it was amazing and unforgettable

Our love left an imprint on our hearts

The sun comes up. I think about you...

my eyes wander the skyline

caressing in circles your glowing form

i wish the day would stretch on

so I could lie outside and admire you

and so you could burn my eyes to shreds

in order to help me see you better

your painful taste

stays on my tongue

as I am the only one who finds the sunset sad

tears slip down as you leave me

sinking into the sea

each time I pray you don’t drown in your watery bed

but the other day I found

that you don’t sink

you leave me to warm others

all love turned to loathing

infidelity burns me like you once did

my heart is sunburnt for the first time

and now I’m shooting arrows into the sunrise in the hope that broken love still has wings.

do you understand

what it is you are to them?

you are a symbol of where

goodness ends

and darkness begins -

an embodiment of sin and

i can't help you win.

not this time.

because i cannot defy

who i have been shaped to be.

you may take to the skies but i

i was never meant to be free.

i am good, and you are green.

and you can't mean more to me

than the future i have dreamed of

for years until we met.

i hate that you've done this.

you've turned my world on it's axis and how

am i supposed to right this hellish

riot dancing behind my eyes?

it sets my thoughts on fire and

makes me question every desire i've ever had

because i can't figure out which ones were mine

when your eyes look so very sad.

i've loved you since that stupid hat.

now you're leaving and i can't help but think

this is why i have to keep dreaming.

reality is colder than i was told

and you've always been so honest with me.

even when i don't deserve the sympathy

since i grew up in such refinery,

living blindly while they shower me in gold.

they will chant my name and

place a crown upon my head.

but i will always think of you

when no one mourns the wicked.

There are giants

in the sky

in the woods

in the castle

in our hearts.

Agony,

When the one thing you want

is the one thing you can’t reach.

When we're so far apart,

and there’s nowhere to start.

No one should be forgotten.

Someone will come running.

Someone’s on your side.

They will take you home

because no one is alone.

I wish

that I won’t be forgotten,

that the curse will be broken,

that I wasn’t in the wrong story,

that I knew when it’s time to leave the woods.

#IntoTheWoods #DearEvanHansen