annahilation

i was so in love with you, so annihilated by you.

your puffy lips and dark eyes and frequent laugh. every single thing about you. it was tragic, the amount of power you had over me.

and i wonder if you knew, you could have asked me to kiss you, to kill you, to do just about anything for you, and i would’ve.

now i really hope you find someone who annihilates you, and who you annihilate back. because you deserve to meet someone who would die for you and love you the way i supposedly couldn’t. they should love you not because you’re just attractive, but because they’ll die without you. because they need to be annihilated by you. and you need them just as much. i hope you fall head over heals for someone who falls head over heals for you too, and don’t look back.